STRESSED

Sorry guys for not posting so long, again! I've just been so busy with school, but tomorrow is my last day + my last test. I'm so happy it's finally (almost) over. 
Tomorrow I have to do an economics test. Really, I don't understand anything of economics, and it's so boring too. I'm trying to figure it out a little bit, but I don't have to study very hard because whatever the results of the test are, I will pass this year. That's a reaaally nice thought when you're really stressed, and believe me, I am. But it's not needed at all to be stressed because I will pass this year whatever happens. So, no need for worries anymore, luckily! 
My next post will probably be an outfit post, actually it has to be an outfit post because my last outfit post was a very long time ago. Ago, is that a word? Whatever. I hate my English right now, with every word I'm typing I have to think if it's good English or not. Within a year there will be the solution for my bad English: In the summer holidays 2013 I'm going to Miami to take an English course of 4 weeks long! The course is provided by Education First, a worldwide organisation for young people to learn a language (not only English, they provide France, Italian, Australian, Chinese and way more courses!).

A friend of mine came with the idea and I was immediately excited about it. So this friend and I will be staying at a campus in Miami beach. You're learning the language of the country in which you're staying, and having a lot of fun with very many people of your age from 100 different countrys. That's exciting, right? So, after that month my English will be much better! I've chosen Miami because I love the USA and the American language (yes, officially English I know but I find the American language nicer than British), the weather in Miami is always very nice and.. the campus is just 2 minutes walking from the beach. Oh and don't understand me wrong, a campus is not a camping, it's a building where you go to school and where you live. You kinda live at your school, haha. 

Anyway, about my next post. It will be an outfit post, as I said, and my mother allowed me to use her canon camera so I can shoot nice photo's, but, one problem. We have a chalet in Switzerland where we often go to in the holidays, but my mother thinks she has forgotten her camera there.. Very sadly, yes. But some people have rented the house for this week, so maybe they can bring it back to Holland. We'll probably have it back soon, till then I have to wait taking the photo's for the next post :(.

Are you having holidays already?

Just to get in the mood, part 2

(image is from we heart it)


Summer has come, holidays are coming, time of relaxing in the sun is coming. The only thing we need is a nice sunbed, a tasty cocktail and ofcourse our favorite summer songs. 
I've made my top 15 summer songs, just to get a little bit more in the summermood (if you haven't after part 1, haha), and to have some inspiration. 
I hope you'll enjoy!

1. Summer paradise - Simple plan

2. Believe - Justin Bieber

3. Love you more - Racoon

4. I won't give up - Jason Mraz

5. Die in your arms - Justin Bieber

6. Handsome Poets - Sky on fire

7. Little Talks - Of monsters and men

8. Soldier - Gavin Degraw

9. Perfect two - Auburn

10. Whistle - Flo Rida

11. New age - Marlon Roudette

12. La camisa negra - Juanes

13. Pacific snow - Citrus Jam

14. Latin moon - Mia Martina ft. Massari

15. Blue jeans - Lana del Rey

Just to get in the mood, part 1

Summer holidays are coming! I've been excited for this moment the whole year: you don't have to do ANYTHING, lot's of free time just for yourself to spend with your friends or family, or just to relax! Summer holidays is the best time of the year to me. Nice weather, going to the beach, eating icecreams, shopping, travelling, ... ! No school or obligations for almost 8 weeks. Some people in the Netherlands already have vacation, I just have to do a few tests this week and then school is over for me too!

There's one thing Holland needs; nice weather. And we know, that's a hard thing for Holland to make true. Because it's almost always raining. But today was a good start: 20-25 degrees and no clouds! I hope we'll get this weather for the next 8 weeks. 

A few pictures just to get a little more excited!

(All are from tumblr & we heart it)

One lesson

So, school is almost over. This year has been a hard year for me, I have had so many exams and tests, and very important exams too. I have really been at my very best this schoolyear, but I'm so glad it's over now. Previous year I was on the first fase of high school, this year have been the first year of the second fase. In the beginning I was so excited to go to 4th grade, because you don't have one complete class in 4th grade but you have different classes in every subject, different classes with different people. I thought it would be so much fun, because I liked the difference of people, and I really wanted to be in an other class than I had been in in the three previous years. So I came in class and I was in a very good mood because I thought it would be so much fun, and I would learn to know so much people. But the real situation was the opposite of that. It was not fun.  And I couldn't make it to have contact with other, new people. I was so alone. Except that, I am a very shy person myself. I am not like making the first step when it comes to making contact to new people. I like them to take the first step. I didn't know what to talk about to the people who sat next to me. It was such a drama! And I didn't like most of my teachers as well, they were all boring or very strictly. So the first couple of weeks were like a disaster to me. 
I had this one friend, my best friend, and she and I were always together at lunchtime. She was kind of my savior for that matter. But after a few weeks, school became better, the school subjects were nice, except for mathematics because I'm really bad at that subject, but anyway, I found my way in going to school. I made new friends and I was really happy. It wasn't such a disaster after all. 
Well actually, in any case, school wasn't a disaster. That best friend I talked about, really was my best friend and I loved her so much. I trusted her. I've told her everything about me, every detail of my life. And I don't know what she has done with it, because after all everything was a lie. She was lying all the time. And I really think she wanted to be my best friend, and we did have a great time but somehow, at a very moment, we always got stuck in a fight. I don't know why, but she always saw a problem in every little thing, and she always got mad at me, and I was the one who tried to make everything up time after time. When it was going a little bit better between us, we wanted to organize a party to celebrate our 16th birthdays together. As you could probably expect, it didn't work out. It even totally didn't work out. We got into this BIG argument, really, really big. And worst of all, all of these arguments were over Blackberry Messenger. After all she accused me of misusing Blackberry Messenger, she said I did only 'dare' to talk that, angry way on Blackberry Messenger. But really, that is not the truth. I may be shy, but no one, no one will ever again accuse me of misusing BBM. Anyway, we got into a fight and I thought it would be over very soon, and that we would be best friends again and bla bla bla. Not anything of that. Anything. We still don't talk. We still don't say hi. We're still not friends. That's such a shame! We were like the best friends ever, and then we got in a fight just about nothing. That shouldn't have happened. But yes, that's how things go in life. You have to let things enter to your life, and you have to let things go. Either how much you love them or want them to stay. 
This year has gone really fast. First it was October, and then really quickly it was february. So many things have happened this year. Many bad things, like that fight with my best friend, but also many good and nice things, I made a whole group of new friends, who are my best friends now, I do everything together with them. I think this year have been a really good year. I felt great this year. 
I have like an advise for you; don't miss a thing. Enjoy the great things in life, I think I've missed some things this year. Forgive the people who have hurt you, but when they're not worth your friendship anymore, try to forget them, no matter how hard it would be. Do what is the best for you. And just be nice to other people, than everything will be okay. 

NICKI MINAJ

Monday I went to Nicki Minaj: Pink Friday tour. One of her concerts in the Heineken Music Hall in Amsterdam. We went there by car, my dad brought us. The row we had to wait in was sooo long, and we were so hungry, luckily there was a Burger King very near the HMH, so we bought a whole bag of food, haha yum. So, after waiting more than an hour we were finally allowed to go in. Inside, we were almost at the front, very near the stage, really cool. But before Nicki Minaj made her performance, Mr. Polska came on stage. Yes. Mr. Polska, one of the worst rappers of Holland. His vocals and his music are so bad! I really didn't like it, but it was funny after all. So, after Mr. Polska, we had to wait over one HOUR for Nicki Minaj. The stage had to get ready and stuff, but it was so hot and muggy, and some people even started to smoke, ridiculous! I couldn't almost take it. But, finally, Nicki Minaj started her perfromance! It was so amazing. I loved her singing and her outfits. She wore 4 outfits in total.

Ofcourse almost everyone was wearing something extravert. I guess that's really cool. We were wearing pink:

SORRY

Hey guys!

I'm so sorry I didn't post for so long..
I'm just so busy, most of the time with school.. Buttt, the summer holidays are coming!
Im reaaally excited, only the weather has to become nicer, than it's all good!
The best of all is that I'm going to AMERICA within a few weeks, so excited about that. I've been in the USA a seperal times before but I was just a little kid at that time. So it feels like 'the first time' going to America to me :).

Monday night, Nicki Minaj is giving a concert at the Heineken Music Hall in Amsterdam, and.. I'LL BE THEEERE !!
I can't wait! I just have to pick my outfit.. I've already bought some fake lashes, haha. Oh, and a pink panty. Photo's will come for sure!

So guys, bye for now!

Much love xoxo

Beautygloss party powered by L'Occitane

Today I went to the beautygloss party powered by L'Occitane in Amsterdam. It was amazing! It was organised by Mascha, the owner of beautygloss.com and it was all about beauty! There were stands of beauty brands with huge sales, and there were professional visagists. The party had a dresscode: spring/summer chic. I was wearing a lace dress with a pink belt and black heels.
All the other girls were so pretty! Their outfits were amazing. The whole party was amazing.
Another amazing thing, they gave away a huge goodiebag to every single person who was there! It is worth more than €80,-. I am SO happy.

All those stuff was in the goodiebag :) For free, that's amazing!

How was your day? :)

THE VERY FIRST TIME

Hi everyone!

So, you guys have probably never heard of me before, which is very reasonable haha.
You probably want to know who I am and why I've made this blog, or at least I hope you want to know :)
Well, I'm Cézanne, I'm 16 years old, female and at the moment living in The Netherlands. No, I never lived somewhere else, but I really want to. I hate this country, the wetter is never nice here. I love the USA and I want to live there so bad. So maybe when I'm done with school I'll emigrate :) I'm in the fourth class of highschool, and it's going very well. I've been at the highest level which is called 'gymnasium' for 3 years, but I didn't liked the included dead languages Greek and Latin, so I'm doing it without that languages now which level is called 'atheneum'.
Anyway, I have 2 little brothers, 1 little sister and a dog. But that isn't really fascinating I guess haha.
So why I've made this blog, I now want it to be a fashion blog, because I - ofcourse - love fashion. But, I'm not very experienced with blogging, this is like my first time haha. So I really need to figure things out and stuff.
So, I love fashion because it is such a fascinating subject of life. It's never the same, it changes very often, and when people are fashionable they look good and they're like jumping out of society. They are something, somebody. Fashion is just so much more than just the looking good factor. And don't think now that I dislike people who aren't fashionable. No, I don't judge people, and I respect everyone. But I like it when I am fashionable and good looking and jumping out of society. I like it when people notice me. But what I mostly like, is that fashion is not just about the looks, it reflects your personality. It reflects who you are. I always say that everyone is beautiful. I tell people very often they are beautiful, because if someone is being told that they are beautiful they become happy, and when I make someone happy, I will be happy myself. I like it when other people are happy. And fashion is a part of happiness.
Besides why I love fashion, I love to write. I love to express myself, and I love it even more if I can spread it over the world so that other people can read it and have their opinions about it, I think I want to be a fashion reporter later, that would be perfect.
I thought, why don't I combine those 2 things? My love for fashion and writing. Yeah, that's a good idea huh, haha. No, seriously. So that's why I went on blogger and made this blog. Although I have zero followers at the moment, and no, like, professional photo's of myself, I thought I would just do it. Maybe it is going to be a failure. But maybe it isn't. It's a chance of 50% to be a nice blog, isn't it? So I just did it :)
Well, I have no photos to put on my blog. But they'll come! I'm just busy taking them. I'm using my mom's camera for it, haha. And if you guys got tips for me about blogging, or questions about anything, just tell me!

Bye for now.

Much love,
Cézanne.