STRESSED

Sorry guys for not posting so long, again! I've just been so busy with school, but tomorrow is my last day + my last test. I'm so happy it's finally (almost) over. 
Tomorrow I have to do an economics test. Really, I don't understand anything of economics, and it's so boring too. I'm trying to figure it out a little bit, but I don't have to study very hard because whatever the results of the test are, I will pass this year. That's a reaaally nice thought when you're really stressed, and believe me, I am. But it's not needed at all to be stressed because I will pass this year whatever happens. So, no need for worries anymore, luckily! 
My next post will probably be an outfit post, actually it has to be an outfit post because my last outfit post was a very long time ago. Ago, is that a word? Whatever. I hate my English right now, with every word I'm typing I have to think if it's good English or not. Within a year there will be the solution for my bad English: In the summer holidays 2013 I'm going to Miami to take an English course of 4 weeks long! The course is provided by Education First, a worldwide organisation for young people to learn a language (not only English, they provide France, Italian, Australian, Chinese and way more courses!).

A friend of mine came with the idea and I was immediately excited about it. So this friend and I will be staying at a campus in Miami beach. You're learning the language of the country in which you're staying, and having a lot of fun with very many people of your age from 100 different countrys. That's exciting, right? So, after that month my English will be much better! I've chosen Miami because I love the USA and the American language (yes, officially English I know but I find the American language nicer than British), the weather in Miami is always very nice and.. the campus is just 2 minutes walking from the beach. Oh and don't understand me wrong, a campus is not a camping, it's a building where you go to school and where you live. You kinda live at your school, haha. 

Anyway, about my next post. It will be an outfit post, as I said, and my mother allowed me to use her canon camera so I can shoot nice photo's, but, one problem. We have a chalet in Switzerland where we often go to in the holidays, but my mother thinks she has forgotten her camera there.. Very sadly, yes. But some people have rented the house for this week, so maybe they can bring it back to Holland. We'll probably have it back soon, till then I have to wait taking the photo's for the next post :(.

Are you having holidays already?

Just to get in the mood, part 2

(image is from we heart it)


Summer has come, holidays are coming, time of relaxing in the sun is coming. The only thing we need is a nice sunbed, a tasty cocktail and ofcourse our favorite summer songs. 
I've made my top 15 summer songs, just to get a little bit more in the summermood (if you haven't after part 1, haha), and to have some inspiration. 
I hope you'll enjoy!

1. Summer paradise - Simple plan

2. Believe - Justin Bieber

3. Love you more - Racoon

4. I won't give up - Jason Mraz

5. Die in your arms - Justin Bieber

6. Handsome Poets - Sky on fire

7. Little Talks - Of monsters and men

8. Soldier - Gavin Degraw

9. Perfect two - Auburn

10. Whistle - Flo Rida

11. New age - Marlon Roudette

12. La camisa negra - Juanes

13. Pacific snow - Citrus Jam

14. Latin moon - Mia Martina ft. Massari

15. Blue jeans - Lana del Rey

Zalando wishlist

1 pastelyellow/pink playsuit, Little Mistress €59,59
2 green shorts, Pink Loop €21,95
3 pantalon, Komodo €84,95
4 white, metallic toned shirt, Selected €59,95
5 lace detailed jumpsuit, Supertrash €159,95
6 white/black cardigan, Vero Moda €39,95
7 'birkin-look a like' bag, Tosca Blu €189,95
8 nude wedges, Friis & Company €119,95
9 bracelet, Pieces €26,95
10 Pastelblue top, Vero Moda €19,95


I went on zalando.nl, that's one of the biggest Dutch online shops. Whatever kind of style you have, and whatever kind of clothes you like, they've got everything. And best of all, they're delivering all of their products for free! 
My favourite garment of my wishlist is number 5. I really love that jumpsuit from Supertrash, it's a little bit expensive to me, but I think it's totally worth its price. I don't have a jumpsuit, with the long legs, I just have a few short playsuits, so I'm still looking for one. 
The bracelet is a real eyecatcher. I don't often wear bracelets, but I would probably wear this one. 

Just to get in the mood, part 1

Summer holidays are coming! I've been excited for this moment the whole year: you don't have to do ANYTHING, lot's of free time just for yourself to spend with your friends or family, or just to relax! Summer holidays is the best time of the year to me. Nice weather, going to the beach, eating icecreams, shopping, travelling, ... ! No school or obligations for almost 8 weeks. Some people in the Netherlands already have vacation, I just have to do a few tests this week and then school is over for me too!

There's one thing Holland needs; nice weather. And we know, that's a hard thing for Holland to make true. Because it's almost always raining. But today was a good start: 20-25 degrees and no clouds! I hope we'll get this weather for the next 8 weeks. 

A few pictures just to get a little more excited!

(All are from tumblr & we heart it)

Sunday outfit

FIRST OF ALL, guys I'm so sorry for using my webcam again.. I just haven't got like a good camera. My mom does have one, but I couldn't shoot the photo's with her camera, anytime soon I will!

Anyway, this outfit is the outfit I wore today, sunday. I had to wake up early because we were going to church, at least that was what I thought.. yeah my mom was a little bit exhausted.. So she kept sleeping, but I didn't know that so I got up early for nothing, at least I didn't waste my day because of getting up very late, haha. I've had enough time this way to study for all the tests and exams I've got this week. Wednesday I have to do an oral exam in English, I just have to make a conversation to my English teacher, I don't think that will be such a big problem for me :)

Anyway, my outfit. I'm wearing a white/black striped dress (Tommy Hilfiger) with a short, creme coloured cardigan (Vero Moda), black tights and black wedges (van Haren). The dress is kind of casual, but the black tights and the shoes make it classy at the same time. If you wear this outfit without the tights and open shoes it's also a perfect summer outfit. And the dress kind of accentuates the shapes of your body, which I like.

One lesson

So, school is almost over. This year has been a hard year for me, I have had so many exams and tests, and very important exams too. I have really been at my very best this schoolyear, but I'm so glad it's over now. Previous year I was on the first fase of high school, this year have been the first year of the second fase. In the beginning I was so excited to go to 4th grade, because you don't have one complete class in 4th grade but you have different classes in every subject, different classes with different people. I thought it would be so much fun, because I liked the difference of people, and I really wanted to be in an other class than I had been in in the three previous years. So I came in class and I was in a very good mood because I thought it would be so much fun, and I would learn to know so much people. But the real situation was the opposite of that. It was not fun.  And I couldn't make it to have contact with other, new people. I was so alone. Except that, I am a very shy person myself. I am not like making the first step when it comes to making contact to new people. I like them to take the first step. I didn't know what to talk about to the people who sat next to me. It was such a drama! And I didn't like most of my teachers as well, they were all boring or very strictly. So the first couple of weeks were like a disaster to me. 
I had this one friend, my best friend, and she and I were always together at lunchtime. She was kind of my savior for that matter. But after a few weeks, school became better, the school subjects were nice, except for mathematics because I'm really bad at that subject, but anyway, I found my way in going to school. I made new friends and I was really happy. It wasn't such a disaster after all. 
Well actually, in any case, school wasn't a disaster. That best friend I talked about, really was my best friend and I loved her so much. I trusted her. I've told her everything about me, every detail of my life. And I don't know what she has done with it, because after all everything was a lie. She was lying all the time. And I really think she wanted to be my best friend, and we did have a great time but somehow, at a very moment, we always got stuck in a fight. I don't know why, but she always saw a problem in every little thing, and she always got mad at me, and I was the one who tried to make everything up time after time. When it was going a little bit better between us, we wanted to organize a party to celebrate our 16th birthdays together. As you could probably expect, it didn't work out. It even totally didn't work out. We got into this BIG argument, really, really big. And worst of all, all of these arguments were over Blackberry Messenger. After all she accused me of misusing Blackberry Messenger, she said I did only 'dare' to talk that, angry way on Blackberry Messenger. But really, that is not the truth. I may be shy, but no one, no one will ever again accuse me of misusing BBM. Anyway, we got into a fight and I thought it would be over very soon, and that we would be best friends again and bla bla bla. Not anything of that. Anything. We still don't talk. We still don't say hi. We're still not friends. That's such a shame! We were like the best friends ever, and then we got in a fight just about nothing. That shouldn't have happened. But yes, that's how things go in life. You have to let things enter to your life, and you have to let things go. Either how much you love them or want them to stay. 
This year has gone really fast. First it was October, and then really quickly it was february. So many things have happened this year. Many bad things, like that fight with my best friend, but also many good and nice things, I made a whole group of new friends, who are my best friends now, I do everything together with them. I think this year have been a really good year. I felt great this year. 
I have like an advise for you; don't miss a thing. Enjoy the great things in life, I think I've missed some things this year. Forgive the people who have hurt you, but when they're not worth your friendship anymore, try to forget them, no matter how hard it would be. Do what is the best for you. And just be nice to other people, than everything will be okay. 

NICKI MINAJ

Monday I went to Nicki Minaj: Pink Friday tour. One of her concerts in the Heineken Music Hall in Amsterdam. We went there by car, my dad brought us. The row we had to wait in was sooo long, and we were so hungry, luckily there was a Burger King very near the HMH, so we bought a whole bag of food, haha yum. So, after waiting more than an hour we were finally allowed to go in. Inside, we were almost at the front, very near the stage, really cool. But before Nicki Minaj made her performance, Mr. Polska came on stage. Yes. Mr. Polska, one of the worst rappers of Holland. His vocals and his music are so bad! I really didn't like it, but it was funny after all. So, after Mr. Polska, we had to wait over one HOUR for Nicki Minaj. The stage had to get ready and stuff, but it was so hot and muggy, and some people even started to smoke, ridiculous! I couldn't almost take it. But, finally, Nicki Minaj started her perfromance! It was so amazing. I loved her singing and her outfits. She wore 4 outfits in total.

Ofcourse almost everyone was wearing something extravert. I guess that's really cool. We were wearing pink:

Winter weather in june

Hey sweethearts,

The weather in Holland is so bad, it is now the 15th of june, but it's still rainy, cloudy and freezing cold outside. Ofcourse I had to pick my outfit, but I really don't want to wear winter clothes when it's june, so I chose this baggy, light-brown trousers (Vero Moda), combined it to a sweet shirt (Superstar), which I bought in size XL because I didn't want it to be so tight. I looked like a fool, buying an XL shirt, haha. I'm also wearing a creme-white cardigan (R2banjo), and a pink belt and brown scarve, which is one of my mom's haha, it's a really nice and warme scarve!
Oh, I'm so sorry for my socks haha, I had to shoot this photo's really quickly (they are taken with my webcam.. Such a shame :( ), so I forgot to take on my shoes, today I wore uggs.

How is the weather at your place?

SORRY

Hey guys!

I'm so sorry I didn't post for so long..
I'm just so busy, most of the time with school.. Buttt, the summer holidays are coming!
Im reaaally excited, only the weather has to become nicer, than it's all good!
The best of all is that I'm going to AMERICA within a few weeks, so excited about that. I've been in the USA a seperal times before but I was just a little kid at that time. So it feels like 'the first time' going to America to me :).

Monday night, Nicki Minaj is giving a concert at the Heineken Music Hall in Amsterdam, and.. I'LL BE THEEERE !!
I can't wait! I just have to pick my outfit.. I've already bought some fake lashes, haha. Oh, and a pink panty. Photo's will come for sure!

So guys, bye for now!

Much love xoxo

Beautygloss party powered by L'Occitane

Today I went to the beautygloss party powered by L'Occitane in Amsterdam. It was amazing! It was organised by Mascha, the owner of beautygloss.com and it was all about beauty! There were stands of beauty brands with huge sales, and there were professional visagists. The party had a dresscode: spring/summer chic. I was wearing a lace dress with a pink belt and black heels.
All the other girls were so pretty! Their outfits were amazing. The whole party was amazing.
Another amazing thing, they gave away a huge goodiebag to every single person who was there! It is worth more than €80,-. I am SO happy.

All those stuff was in the goodiebag :) For free, that's amazing!

How was your day? :)